one love.

gabriel tan — Mon, 26 Oct 2009 13:49:34 +0000

i picked up my pieces so i could help pick up yours. but then, you’re not worth it. for me to risk getting cut by your shattered pieces, that was a forgone hope that you can put to rest. that’s it, that’s all to it.

gabriel tan — Sat, 24 Oct 2009 14:27:23 +0000

The truth is, we hide so we can be found. We walk away to see who will follow. We cry to see who will wipe away our tears. And we let our hearts get broken to see who will come and fix them.

gabriel tan — Tue, 20 Oct 2009 04:35:57 +0000

As the dream passes through me, I feel more pain than before, Just an intrusion of the joy and peace I once had I was fooled – and now, I must win my will back to live to be myself once again

gabriel tan — Thu, 15 Oct 2009 10:52:10 +0000

every breath i take is tiring. acting in front of people is tiring. acting in school is tiring. acting in class is tiring. i hate acting like i am fine, like i am normal. nothing is normal, nothing is fine. no one knows anything. my stomach hurts, my mind is wandering, my mood is fluctuating. the only thing keeping me sane, is my conscience and probably my willpower. people can come and talk to me about pain and how much their lives suck. then everyone thinks i’m dissing them when i don’t show concern or take interest. sometimes i do, sometimes i don’t. but now, i don’t fucking care. your life sucks? come swap with me. end of story. this world is fucked up, it’s time i fuck this world back in place.

gabriel tan — Fri, 02 Oct 2009 18:56:59 +0000

my pain is everlasting. if i take another wrong step and fall, i won’t be able to get up ever. there ain’t anyone to be able to pick me up too. i’ll walk all the days of my life, in trepidation and fear.

gabriel tan — Mon, 14 Sep 2009 12:59:52 +0000

expectations are bad. never lift your spirits high enough, cos maybe things would just be crushed all the same, and the pain magnifies.

living a life of regret, well some things are beyond my control too. bah, just one more shit, i’ll give everything up. my limit brings me up to here.

gabriel tan — Wed, 02 Sep 2009 17:30:38 +0000

sometimes i just wonder, are the sacrifices that i have made worth it?

gabriel tan — Mon, 24 Aug 2009 12:53:39 +0000

somehow, i feel that my heart weighs a ton.

gabriel tan — Thu, 20 Aug 2009 15:21:37 +0000

the greatest irony in my life, is that i am able to help everyone out, but just not myself.

gabriel tan — Wed, 19 Aug 2009 08:50:04 +0000

maybe i should have treasured it in the first place, and not abuse it. till the day comes where my world becomes darkness, i’ll be fine. it feels weird. my eyes better not let me down.